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No one is close enough to know me... or nobody has known me completely... because.. every march... I will change to somebody else... the reason is I want to know who I really am... and which one that comfort me so well...

2002, Quite (mix)

I act himself as Transquilz (the quiet one) my friends don't know anything but my name... I'm too quite until you didn't notice me even I were beside you... I refuse to talk, refuse to communicate with anybody, don't want to involve....*yeah, I'm a kid with a huge problems*

2003, Rude (black metal)

This year is the year I'm getting to form 1... I'm simply rude to my friends and teachers... because their still stranger to me.. I don't like stranger..(until now I don't like stranger) nobody want be friend with me because of my attitude.. but after I join Hockey Club.. my teammates were my friends

2004, Cool(cold) (alt rock)

As a form2 student.. I'm followed RP gang(rebelious punk) under Azif's brother in Tutong... what I meant cool is, my appearances....totally different from now haha and playing Yo-Yo is the thing that I do.. I put it in my pocket even @school...if got fight, I use yo-yo as my weapon..*simply as that* what I meant cold is... I'm just don't care about "YOU", paham kan? =)

2005, Emo(the worst year EVAAAA) (emo)

why I put Emo? I was so emotional... I'm out from RP gang but still contact with them and hang out with them that time.. I'm having my first gf, *not my 1st love*, and this is the year that I accidently broke my right knee(severe injury) causing me had to stop any heavy activities such as Hockey, Football, and etc.... ='s eventhou I try to become emo but failed because this year was soooo many things happend and I don't want to point every thing of it that cause me to the next year.

2006, Nobody (emo,alt rock,metal)

Nobody... this is where I knew I got no friends.. and having nightmare more often... this year, I'm prefer to be alone.. early morning at school I go to a place that nobody there.. I will stayed there until class begin.. nobody care bout me because I'm just nobody.. everyday depress... every night crying...*yeah, I know... pathetic) ==' but it really happend

2007, Kind (rock and metal)

now, I got 3 friends that simply the best... their both ex-RP gang.. so I knew them.. perubahan amatlah ketara dimana aku mula melayan kawan2 ku..mula kenal2 rakan kelas ku.. 5A and 5Sci is my friends that tym... =) hehe feeling good friends with you eventhough having the enemy be a friend.. *talur* later I was told by my teacher that I'm one of the kind....

*extra*there a scene in this year where I'd break up with my girl... and I cried about One Night! and that was the last time I cried about love...

2008, Kind (pop)

I'ld continue my personality from previous year... but I didnt get the one of the kind title..because of I'm involve in a fight where I taking the hit that aiming to my friend ==' hehe erm apa lagi? inda bnyk la.. memandangkan aku injured...inda bnyk activity aku buat..inda banyak perubahan...sama macam taun lepas...

2009, Laugher (heavy metal)

malas ku explain..nanti2 sha ku explain...sal baru taun lepas wa hahahaha

2010, ?????? (?love?)

............................. what will it be?